Lemme see.. got lots of stuffs running through my brain right at this moment la.. Wanne hear?.. Erh.. i'm kinda worried what is gonne happen.. Life has been a Bastard lately. All the things that i want to do keeps back firin at me. and i don't know if i am the one causing these problems myself. I don't know how to face people now-adays. I don't know how to handle myself. I wonder to myself if i should just stay cheerful or go back to my normal self.. I'm sure most of Ya'll have seen my normal self before. And so what do ya'll think? I can't cry. can't smile. can't laugh. even a mime can do better. I can't even concentrate. right now at this moment, i wanne say sorry to all the bad things i've done to al of you people out there. So at least i got some angels in me to keep me standin'.

And.. this is something really special for you.. my number 1.. you know i'm talkin to you. if not.. so be it.. i just wanne say that. i've waited since then till now. i'm still waiting.. i don't know what will happen in between.. but anytime if you need me, i'll be there.. This is not some kind of flirting joke. i really mean it.. i know words can't describe much.. and i, a fool, don't know how to use my actions. Although i can see you changed alot. But i still remember all the unforgetable times we had even when you lean against my shoulder in the bus. I just feel so guilty finding out that i have a really hard shoulder. And what makes it worse is finding out that all these time, all these talk about turning back time isn't working. I guess it's Me and the world. those three words should be kept just for you.


RAEsemblance.